You know, I could give some snarky remark about whenever I get to it, but the honest truth is… I don’t know. I started writing for the next chapter, only to realise I want to do something between those two and pushed it back. Then I’ve kind of… Lost faith and motivation. I’m going to finish this. I promise that. I want to finish all of my stories. However, right now is hard.It’s not even because the show’s on hiatus again. I’ve kind of lost faith in the fandom, and have no motivation to write right now. That, and school is killing me. Putting those together… it’ll be a while. Maybe I’ll have something by the end of the year, but… I don’t know.
Until I get back into the swing of things, you can consider me on a hiatus. Cause right now, the best I’m gonna turn out isn’t very much.
Hey! I just wanted to say that I love all your writing so much, you're doing such a great job and I hope the next week starts to calm down for you. Try to relax from time to time, give yourself a little break maybe rewatch an episode or two c: I know for me whenever I see your work it brightens up my day, so I hope I can do the same for you
Thank you so much! <3 It means a hell of a lot to me to get messages like these!
Miscarriage mention! Here’s the long awaited second chapter guys! Ao3 here!
The
moment the door shut behind them, her hands clacked
together- not hard, not loud, and nowhere near enough to break
delicate gems so needed for life- and her fingers popped,
cracked,
even, in a wave of ten joints releasing air. She was
nervous, angry, and so jealous,
but she kept composed for him. For her- she was
still upset, still felt
used, and the feeling only rung
deeper, now. Hurt more. It wasn’t their fault, and Pearl didn’t mean
for this to happen. She couldn’t have known. Garnet wasn’t
even looking
at
her, but she knew
Pearl
was
going to say something before she did,
and she turned,
arms out in front of her as if to protect herself.
With a total of seven votes cast, oviposition is the clear winner here with six! There was only one vote for the alternative method, so ovi it is! I’ll try to have the next chapter up this weekend, but there’s no promises there! Thank you all for voting!
I'm not familiar with this method "geode formation". Could you give a quick explanation?
Yeah, sure! Or, rather, I could give you a link to the original post? It’s not my idea, but if I was to use it for this au, it’d be altered slightly so that fusion would be the requirement instead of touching gems- like in Prolusion! However, I’ve never wrote this au before, and I’d probably tweak it quite a bit, since I’m prone to doing that with any au I work on! Just take a look at my gem egg hell fics in general, really!
Before you ask, I really like the fic, a’ight? I’ve mentioned it at least three times now, I know, but ‘ey. I reaaaally like it! It’s one of the few SU fics I read.
Okay guys! I need help deciding something! What would you guys like to see in Torn Pages- the Pearlnet AU I was writing? Oviposition, or the alternative method of geode formation? Shoot me an ask, so that I can tally up the votes! The ones with the most votes wins, obviously! The poll ends… How about Wednesday, Oct. 7th? That’s enough days to vote, I think!
Ao3! References sex quite a bit, but never goes into detail guys, and mentions alcohol use!
They stumbled, together, onto the bus at one in the morning. The driver gave them a look, but Rose’s smile- warm with that certain something that adults always trusted- allowed him to let them on the empty bus without a spoken word. A giggle slipped from Pearl’s lips, unbound and warm, when she realised she could still taste the twinge of whatever sweet alcoholic beverage Rose had given her before the party had ended. There had been a few, and the last one had tasted vaguely of strawberries, and it still ran over her lips.
Hey guys! New chapter is up finally! Ao3 here! Gem egg hell warning, as if this fic needs it, and oviposition this chapter!
It felt like an
eternity that they sat there after Steven and Amethyst left, holding
each other like they were anchors to the reality that, yes, they were
going to have gemlings. They were going to have baby gems, all of
their own, as long as their geodes were fine and hatched. Ruby
couldn’t believe it, ready to hold her little ones- or at least hold
their geodes. It would still be a while before they hatched, and that
was an if. Just because they had the possibility to didn’t mean that
they would. She pressed her hand to her stomach, feeling the little
orbs under the skin. A spur of pain dug into her side and she gasped
against Sapphire, because it was more than the digs it had been
before. This was intense, and she knew it instantly as the start of a
long process. At least this time, they had hope.
i hope you're doing well, t o: you're such a sweet person! please take care of yourself!
I’m doing alright, anon. Thank you! I’ve just kind of been busy, and forced myself too hard with some stuff I don’t want to explain right now. This message really means a lot to me, thank you!
There’s Prolusion, which has flashbacks to when she’s alive! Dream Your Sweet Baby Dreams is a human au with Pearl and Rose being Steven’s moms! I Know You, My Friend -self study- is a Hogwarts au! Ummm… Those are the main three I read, sorry! I don’t read much fanfiction, and haven’t since around January…? There’s more, I’m sure, though!
hey, how are things on your end? are things alright?
Things have been…. busy! I’ve had a couple- okay, more than a couple, quite a few, actually- mental breakdowns, and absolutely no motivation! However, I’ll try to have something done soon!
hhhey its Fawn from ao3 and i just wanted to say since its been two weeks w/no LD update, that I hope everything's going well with school! Its gotta be tough trying to juggle both writing and assignments, what a trooper (I actually don't have a tumblr or an ao3 account, that's why I'm always a guest or anon, lmao.) -dappledfawn
Oh, yes, it’s been kind of a hassle. However, I had no idea itw as two weeks! Jeez! I’ll try to get something done while I’ve got the time! I apologise!
Ur an amazing writer don't rush ur stories please! Take ur time and relax! :) I rather read ur story if it's not rushed and messy. I would hate to see ur beautiful work/stories to b ruined by people yelling at u to hurry up. Can't wait too see more of ur work ! And good luck in college
Ah, thank you! Sorry it’s taken me so long to get to this stuff! Busy as hell, but I’ve got the next hour and fifteen minutes to answer questions and work on stories! Thank you a lot for this message, really!
will you be updating torn pages or little doses this weekend? ur writing is so fantastic I can't wait :D
Ah, sorry! College is killing me, I’m sorry! I’ll try to get some stuff done for Little Doses and Torn Pages soon, I promise! It won’t be too much longer if I can help it!
First request in a while, huh? Sounding, tentadicks, stuffing, double penetration, oral fixation/play, handcuff, and orgasm denial ahead!
Sitting at the counter, Garnet watched Opal work. She had the same methodical style as Pearl when she cooked, yet she still managed to be messy like Amethyst. It was an amazing sight to see the four-armed woman cook, especially while she was balancing more than one pan at a time, and wouldn’t tell the other fusion what in the world she was cooking. This left Garnet wondering and watching as she worked. A sight to behold, that was for sure.
sorry if i'm bothering you, but my blog got deleted a while back and i wasn't able to remember everyone i followed, so i wasn't able to check which ones you've written. have you written the maladot (malachite/peridot) request yet? again, sorry if i'm bothering you!!
You’re fine, sugarcube! The Maladot- along with the rest of the requests I had been working on- were lost because the writing program that was supposed to be saving automatically didn’t! Since chapter seven of LD, actually!
spotty-bee submitted: Hey-oh! Just wanted to say I love your Little Doses fanfiction! I get super excited every time you update on Archive Or Our Own! Although when you put Orgasm Delay/Denial in the tags i didn’t think you also meant denying your audience, mostly me, a fluff-gasm, I’ve been hoping for the big birth scene for the last couple of chapters!! Im hoping for lots of cuddly, comforting fluff for Ruby from Sapphire. Though I know you can’t rush perfection, which this fanfiction very much is! Hope you update soon :D
Ahh, thank you! I just… Oh my gosh, thank you so much! The next chapter is Ruby laying the geodes for sure! Ahh, goodness, it’s really nice to see stuff like this, than you so much! >///<!
That took a really long time, eh? Sorry! I’ve been busy with adjusting to college, but I’m here now! I’ll try to update more often! Ao3!
With the little ones safely tucked into their basket after having small splotches of fabric folded over and pinned together to stay over their naked rumps, Peridot watched Pearl pull out a blender from one of the cabinets. She couldn’t remember which one when she thought about it again not a minute later, but decided that- if she had to- she could always search through them to find the device. If she would need it. She wasn’t sure yet, as Pearl had told her that they were making formula, but she wasn’t sure why they would need a blender.
just a reminder that your writing is fantastic, you're such a sweet person, and we appreciate you a lot! :)
Thank you. Getting messages like this really means a lot to me, especially with hitting the different swings and switches with my mental capacity that I have been lately. They help a ton, and I’m so thankful for you sending it.
Does Little Doses even have a plot besides gem egg hell?
Yes, of course! Gem egg hell is kind of a subplot! I’d be willing to reveal the actual plot, but not on Tumblr. It’d have to be in a private conversation, and I’d have to be sure you wouldn’t spoil it or anything!
May I please have links to Little Doses?? I absolutely love your writing!!
Honestly, I would suggest reading LD on ao3, which can be found here. Tumblr has cut off my writing before without me noticing, and I’m sure in the fourteen chapters I’ve posted of LD, it’s done it on at least one of them as well. Maybe even the last chapter! However, if you just want the links to reblog them, or insist on reading them on tumblr, they can all be found under my Little Doses tag, here!
Arms crossed over her chest, Amethyst watched as Steven knocked on the door. She heard someone yell from within, muffled as it was, but she didn’t try to understand who it was. They would be there shortly, so it didn’t matter. Her eyes glanced away from the door, and she could tell Steven was staring again. Damn it. Any minute now, he was going to ask if she was okay, and she would tell him she was, because she wasn’t going to let him know how much the very idea of what was going on bugged her. He didn’t need to know.
OMG Torn Pages is sooo good! I am Pearlnet trash 4real and there is not enough gem egg hell for those two. Thank you for writing it and if you decide to continue it I may die of happiness! You're amazing.
Ah, yes, Torn Pages is going to have new chapters planned! At least a chapter two! I’m glad you liked it, though! It means a lot to me to hear that I have people who appreciate my writing! Be prepared for more Pearlnet angst gem egg hell coming up soon, along with the next chapter to LD!
I was reading Torn Pages (which is awesome btw) and noticed the gem egg hell tags at the bottom. u tryna hide something
Did I not put a warning at the top? I meant to, holy shit, I’m sorry if I offended you! I had a lot of information to put at the top, I’m so sorry. If that’s not what you meant, then no? Pearl is totally pregnant/carrying in Torn Pages, and the next chapter is going to explicitly state so, sorry!
So I know I need to be doing Little Doses, but I’ve been hella busy, so just take this for now. LD will be updated, I’ve got some of it wrote, I’ve just been busy with homework and all so I haven’t had tohe chance. I actually wrote this the other day while waiting on my laundry. New AU, whoo. Ao3!
The house was quiet, aside from the occasional turn of the page in Steven’s new book. Connie had assured him that he would like it since he had actually liked the ending to the Spirit Morph Saga, and so far, she had been right. It had everything. Action, drama, and romance! What more could he have asked for? In his haste, he had even almost tore a page- okay, a he had actually tore it, just a little. Hopefully Connie would understand, and it had been less than half an inch at the very bottom. No words had even been near it, or anything else, and maybe she wouldn’t notice? He’d tell her, but that didn’t mean she would notice exactly what he meant.
Are you alright? I don't think you're a horrible person at all, I mean I don't know you personally or anything but I mean you write fan fiction and try your best to always stay dedicated to your readers and take their requests of pretty much any ship and I mean that alone is pretty cool. Plus if anyone ever uses wrong pronouns all the time even when corrected, and asking for a birth name? That's just fucking rude and inconsiderate. I hope your week gets better c:
Yes, I’m doing good. I fell off my bed this morning trying to get to my phone to turn off my alarm, but otherwise? Nothing important! Thank you for asking though!
And yeah, it wasn’t exactly a fun time, considering I was feeling really awkward since I told her I wasn’t prepared for a vid call and she did it anyways. Then she goes to talk to someone, while on call with me, and says something along the lines of, “Oh yeah, I was just telling her that she’s like…”. The first conversation I had with said person was discussing that I’m nonbinary and why I use the letter T, so going later to have her ask me my “real” name- to my face!- and then call me she?
Plus, ya know, I’m a pretty fluid person. I told her at least four times that she didn’t want to hear what I ha to say and well… She insisted. Didn’t like what she got, especially considering there was one point I tried to hold off on the conversation because I was breaking down mentally for different reasons. She started pestering me, and I might have been harsher than I should have been, but honestly, the entire conversation was long overdo. Er. Maybe I revealed too much there? Sorry!
Do you only write steven universe? I'm wondering if you have other writing blogs besides this one, because whooo boy, I love reading your words.
Nope! Not currently, anyways. I used to write HS and PSG fics, and could find you the link to my old fanfiction.net account and my orphan account on ao3 if you want to read them, but they’re old! Like, the HS is at least two years old, and makes me cringe just looking at it, though I will point out my favourite line from it! Sorry!
that anon message confuses me. I feel I'm missing a story. I'm not gonna pry, This is a writing blog-asking for private life matters to a stranger on a dedicated blog is strange to me, so i'm not gonna do it. just saying that as a random person I feel I walked in on some drama or missed some posts. Anyway, i'm glad your ok.
There was definitely some stuff that’s private that I don’t feel like sharing that went on. Sorry for replying to this so late, by the way. College, ya know? But yeah, it’s stupid to send hate here over personal matters when it’s my writing blog? I’ve blocked people because of it, actually, sad as that makes me to say so.
...I cannot believe how mean of a person you are. Honestly I thought you were very nice in the beginning. But after all I've been seeing lately, by my own eyes, I really regret knowing about you. Try to have some empathy for your 'friends.'
Sorry I’m not nice to people who call me she and ask for my “real name” when I vid call them, and don’t sugar coat things when I’m begged to tell what I think! It’s not like I told her all day she didn’t want to hear it, nooo! But you know what else? If I can have three other people agree with what I said, and tell me that I’m being manipulated because I am a naive person- which I am, I try to see the best in people and believe there’s more to them- and if I feel like I’m being used as nothing more than a sex toy I’m not going to stick around, or be nice! You only know what she told you, don’t you? There’s two sides to every story, and you should try to learn other people’s sides before claiming one, because I have valid reasons for acting the way I do! You still want to call me horrible? Fine. I don’t care. I get it anyways, but because of my writing. On my writing blog. Hahaha, fuck you.
no posts today? Thats ok, but I got a bit worried. How are you doing today?
Ahhhhhhh!!!!!! I’m so sorry! I forgot! I’ve been busy all week, I just moved into my orm room yesterday and got internet fixed on my computer like twenty minutes ago! Gosh, I’ll try to have something later, but it’ll be after the events I’m going to today! Sorry!!
Do you accept constructive criticism? Big fan of Little Doses btw.
Yes, I do! I’d love to get some criticism! I’m an aspiring writer for a reason, as I would love to get some criticism to improve! As long as you’re not rude about it anyways! Also, glad you like it!
I know that requests are closed but do you think you could ever write another pearlmethyst fanfic with dom ame? :0 there's not enough of those around & I loved your last one. sorry for being a bother OTL
You aren’t a bother! Actually, there’s two NSFW Pearlmethyst fics requested, one with Pearl being insecure about her body and the other with Amethyst domming with petplay, teasing, and tentadicks!
Welcome back! It's good to see that you're feeling better. Your writing is magnificent and I'll be thrilled to see more of it, but your health is always the priority. c:
Thank you so much! It’s great to hear that I’m appreciated and cared for!
Hey I was Wondering How to start off a Fanfic, And I want to start writing Fanfics, But I dont know how to start or end the story. Help?
That can be the hardest part, at least for me! The best advice I can give is not to force it, as it just makes it harder to write! Let it come to you naturally!