Once I open back up requests, if it’s requested, there will be another part to it!
I do want to post them to ao3, but the main problem I have with that is the fact I have an account and I lost the password. It’s a three year old account, and I want to delete it and the shame that sticks with the fics posted on it, or at least just delete the fics and reuse the account for these. Also, I know it’s hard, my tagging is also shit, I’m sorry anon.
Anonny, dear, requests are currently closed!
Thank you! I don’t plan on stopping any time soon, anonny!
I was never really gone, anon! I have a summer job that keeps me away from home from Sunday evening, to Friday afternoon, and I write during that time. On the weekends, there’s a binge dump of fanfictions, and I’m off again to write more during the week!
>Be Sapphire, all those years ago.
Right foot, left foot. Keep marching on. Your heart aches as you walk, but you ignore it, because you have to. You hold your lover’s hand as you walk, not the gemmed one though because gem contact is too dangerous. Just like fusion. You loathe it, and you know Ruby hates it just as much as you do, but she’s too dangerous, because her gem has the virus, and if you touch her gem with yours, or fuse, you’ll catch it.
I get confused easy, don’t worry! I did write a story after Keeping It Together and finished a request because of Sworn to the Sword! I also added a bit to the >Be… AU, but that’s yet to be seen! ;3
If it’s requested! I’m just not sure what to tag it, because poly homeworld gems is a bit of a mouth full to me!
I never meant that I didn’t enjoy them! I just didn’t adore them. I loved all of the episodes, I just wasn’t thinking they were cute all the way through! They’re all terribly horrific and amazingly wonderful in their own way! Keeping It Together and Chille Tid were just darker episodes that I can’t honestly say I adored. Do you understand what I mean, anon?
I did write some! Gentle and Warm can be read here!
Remember when I said I had something about Ruby and Sapphire first meeting Rose? Well, I gave up trying to write much more on this, and it’s older than this blog. So take it, because I’m done with it my lovelies!
The first time Ruby ever opened her eyes, she was standing and there was someone beside her.
“Ronaldo!” He squirmed, his eyes slowly opening to the light coming from the other’s gem. It was still dark outside, and Peridot was sitting on his bed, staring harshly at him. What was it now? What thing had she found weird about humans this time?
Sitting now, Garnet watched the little boy she so loved sleep. It had been months since Rose had left them, but the wound still felt raw, especially with Pearl and Amethyst acting the way they were. It had taken weeks to even get Pearl out of her room, and that had taken much more than she would have liked. Amethyst pouted for almost as long, but now she was much worse. Her last screaming fit still ran through her head, and it hurt to know the women she loved were hurting so.
“Garnet?” His voice was shaky and nervous, and an eyebrow raised upon hearing it.
“Yes, Steven?”
“Can you give me some advice?” She glanced up from the newspaper she had been staring at, meeting his nervous eyes. He looked scared, and she could understand why. Steven wanted his first date to go well, and he was terrified of it ending up badly. She patted the seat next to her on the couch and he sat nervously, suddenly the little boy she had held and cared for all those years ago.
Pearl found her arms crossed as she waited for Amethyst and Garnet. She was only going on a date with Rose and him because she had been so enthusiastic and eager. She hated it so much, but she had looked so happy… Garnet had agreed before she could say no, and the glare she had gave her had lasted for weeks but it didn’t seem to matter. The fusion had simply ignored her, or downright smiled at her like it wasn’t bugging her.
Sitting in the temple with her geodes, Peridot stared at the shells of her young. There was no guarantee that they were going to make it, especially not with how she had landed. They probably wouldn’t, and it’d be all her fault. She should have landed better, but she didn’t, and now… Eight of them were smashed, and the rest were probably too traumatised to hatch. Tears bubbled in her eyes, and she hated it.
I watched them all at least twice! Honestly, I adored Sworn to the Sword, We Need To Talk, and Rising Tides/Crashing Skies! The other two… Anyhow, I’ll be posting some Rupphire fluff of what happened after the episode up later, because I was in great emotional distress after Keeping It Together. Had two people actually say something about hoping for some fluff from it!
Requests are currently closed, anon!
I want to make some kind of joke about you being like the fifth person I’ve got to watch it, but honestly, all I can think is: I’m so fucking sorry.
Requests will be back open next weekend, if I manage to finish the last few requests I have next week!
I’ll probably draw out a timeline in the end, because I get confused too, so don’t worry! I’ll try to make it easy to understand!
!!! Thanks! I meant to do that the other day, but ended up getting distracted, so thanks a hella lot for the reminder!
In the >Be… AU, the gems can’t shapeshift. They’re more organic, and that’s actually going to be explained at some point in the stories! All the stories I’ve wrote for it have been pre-Steven so far! However, I will say that there is going to be a mixed review for the large body of water from the Lapidot kids!
I’m glad you like it, anon!
Actually??? The gemlings are Steven’s old half sisters, unless you mean Peri’s from Little Doses? Rose is still gonna die when Steven is born, and this AU is beyond anything I’ve actually seen in the fandom, so it’s got a lot of world building to do, and I’m just getting started! However, the kids at Chuck E Cheese’s is hilarious and might actually be a thing! Not sure yet, though.
I’ve been laughing for like five minutes at Jasper teasing Rhodo with the name Chip and it sticking and she’s just like mOM WHY. There will probably be plenty of nicknames coming up because of this prompt, I mean, I frigging love it.
See that’s what I thought, but it also sounds like you’re fixated on oral period? Like, could be oral sex, fingers in the mouth, etc, but I’ll start adding it as oral fixation/oral play, thanks anonny!
Aw, thanks! I will say though, Lapidot is planned for Little Doses, but the characters have so much to go through before I even bring in Lapis and Jasper! There’s actually some Lapidot coming up, whenever I get to posting stories.
To me? Depression is so much, and yet so little. Depression is sitting on the shower floor until the water runs old, and then even a little longer, not eating until you’re shaking and even then putting it off, not being able to think about yourself without hateful comments filling your head because you could have done that better, no wonder everyone hates you.
Its thinking everyone hates you when they really don’t. Its thinking every invite is a pity invite, having to ask if you’re friends because who would be friends with you, needing constant reassurance that you matter and you’re not disgusting and you have good qualities and people care.
Depression is not having any friends. Its stopping talking to anyone you care about because you’re annoying them. Its crying when you get a compliment because why would anyone like you and anon hate is much more warranted than anon love.
Its taking over a month to start a blog because you’re scared of having bad writing and people hating you because you’re out of character. Its being scared to give out your personal blog information because of your fandoms and other things you care about. Depression is a sickness, and that’s what it means to me.
Oh, it’s fine! That’s the first time I’ve ever written a /Reader fic though, and it was incredibly difficult, because normally when I write second person stories, I know the character and how they’d react, etc, but this time it was kind of a: “how can I make this apply to anyone?” instead, and I don’t particularly like writing it.
Aw, thanks! I will say though, Lapidot is planned for Little Doses, but the characters have so much to go through before I even bring in Lapis and Jasper! There’s actually some Lapidot coming up, whenever I get to posting stories.
I like those ideas for the name, but I was honestly trying to come up with a one-two word title for it. Honestly, the best I’ve come up with is simply >Be… AU, but I’m very thankful for the suggestions! If I did the gems reacting to my prompts… Someone’s feelings would get hurt, and I don’t think I’d do it anyways, though it is amusing to think of. Also, I’m glad you like my fics!
I don’t even want to look at this anymore. I’m no longer doing any character/reader fics guys. Please don’t send requests for them. The reader/character has a shaft, for the record.
You watch him ramble on, knowing the theory he’s spouting by heart, but you don’t dare stop him, because you love watching him talk. He’s spouting the facts like there’s no tomorrow, and you almost wish there wasn’t if it meant you could just spend the last day of your life on Earth with him right now.
Shape-shifted shafts, oral play, and BDSM themes ahead.
>Be Peridot half a revolution later.
You’re setting up the picnic with Lapis when you glance up and notice they’re not at the swings that were ten feet away anymore. You suddenly can’t breathe, because where are they? Have they been kidnapped? Did they run away? Are they hurt? Where are your little lings? Oh, what if they get put in one of those institutions where they abuse young gems and use them until they’re old enough to produce their own gemlings? You’re starting to hyperventilate when you turn to Lapis, unable to catch your breath suddenly.
“Rose! Look out!” The world became a quick blur as she jumped in front of the monster attacking their leader and her lover, before everything turned into a violent blur. Various blows crashed into her, before she was smashed to the ground with a resounding thud. Three different voices cried out, asking if she was okay, while two managed to answer each other without words, only love and affection sent through the bond. Dimly, she realised Rose was talking to her, and cracked open her eyes, staring through practically shattered lens. She forced herself up with a groan, feeling cracks in both of her gems.
“I’m so glad they let you come, Steven!” He grinned that wonderful grin, melting her heart.
“Me too! I didn’t think they would, since I didn’t have a school or whatever, but after the gems came up and talked to them, they were totally fine with it.” She grinned, looking to the dance floor nervously. “What’s wrong?”
No pairings, just the horrors of baby sitting.
Garnet was completely and totally in over her head, not that she would ever admit it. When he was younger, it was much easier to take care of him, as he was pretty much just a feed, change, and put to sleep situation. Now, Steven was a complete and total terror, without even meaning to be. Even her future vision wasn’t helping anymore.
>Be Jasper at that exact moment.
“Momma! Momma, momma, momma!” A laugh escapes you and you pick up the three revolution old, laughing at her antics. She squeals, kicking and laughing when you pick her up. Every weekend, you find yourself missing the girls, and having to take them to Rose’s so you could lay your youngest ling just made you miss them more, but you know they’ll always be back. They love you more- you like to think so anyways- and you carried them, so the government wouldn’t dare take custody without reason, and Rose doesn’t seem too willing to put them through the horrors of a trial to get them back.
Warnings for: BDSM themes, choking, and oral play. I guess, what the heck do I even call that? Her finger are in her mouth, okay?
CRAAAACK
Twin screams followed, one of pain and one of fear. The resounding crack would haunt her for the rest of her life, and the scream cemented it all in place. A cracked gem was a death sentence, and there was no avoiding it. A defective runt was bad enough, let alone one with a cracked gem. Ruby couldn’t move fast enough to her when she crumpled, and a scream of rage left her as her weapon came into play. Moments later, her foot crunched over the remains of what had dared to hurt her lover.
I should just name these LD Part ???, or post it on ao3 at this point, there’s so many more planned. Tentadciks on gems, gems in heat, and exposition on my gem egg hell headcanons.
Aw, thanks! I will say though, Lapidot is planned for Little Doses, but the characters have so much to go through before I even bring in Lapis and Jasper! There’s actually some Lapidot coming up, whenever I get to posting stories.
I read the wiki! You may say something about the, eheh, weird edits and all, but they actually provide great looks into the characters, as it points out things you may not have noticed!
It did actually make me chuckle! Honestly, I’m not the type of person who enjoys crossovers anyways?? There’s probably not a very high chance of me doing any, to be honest. As for the last bit… They would be confused, I bet! I sure do get confused with it, anyways!
I’ve never actually been diagnosed with anything, as I’m the type of person who lies to doctors about how stressed they are, or just plain doesn’t tell when they’re feeling suicidal.To leave it as it is, I say mental problems, because its just that. However, most of the people who know me well say that I have depression, and I have panic attacks when I get overwhelmed or into social situations.
Rupphire is my OTP, and I have adore Lapidot and Poly Gems. I also have a bit of a soft spot for Pearlmethyst, as it was my OTP when the series first started. I do love writing other ships though, as it gives me a chance to practice other character interactions and relationships!